Ayyoob

Adhyāya 19

tab ayyoob ne kaha,
2 tum kab tak mere praan ko dukh dete rahoge aur baton se mujhe choor choor karoge?
3 in dason bar tum log meree ninda hee karate rahe, tumhen lajja naheen atee, ki tum mere sath kattorata ka baratav karate ho?
4 man liya ki mujh se bool hui, taubhee vah bool to mere hee sir par rahegee.
5 yaadi tum sachamuch mere viruddh apanee badai karate ho aur praman dekar meree tinda karate ho,
6 to yah jan lo ki ishvar ne mujhe gira diya haai, aur mujhe apane jal men fansa liya haai.
7 dekho, maain upadrav ! upadrav ! yon chillata rahata hoo, parantu koi naheen sunata maain sahayata ke liye dohai deta rahata hoo, parantu koi nyay naheen karata.
8 us ne mere marga ko aeesa roondha haai ki maain age chal naheen sakata, aur meree dgaren andhoree kar dee haain.
9 mera vibhv us ne har liya haai, aur mere sir par se mukutt utar diya haai.
10 us ne charon or se mujhe tod diya, bas maain jata raha, aur mera asara us ne vraksha kee nai ukhad dala haai.
11 us ne mujh par apana krodha bhdkaya haai aur apane shatrauon men mujhe ginata haai.
12 usake dal ikatthe hokar mere viruddh morcha bandhate haai, aur mere dere ke charon or chhavanee dalate haain.
13 us ne mere bhaiyon ko mujh se door kiya haai, aur jo meree jan pahachan ke the, ve bilakul anajan ho gaae haain.
14 mere kuttunbee mujhe chhod gaae haai, aur jo mujhe janate the vah mujhe bool gaae haain.
15 jo mere ghar men raha karate the, ve, varan meree daasiyan bhee mujhe anajana ginane lageen haain unakee draashtti men maain paradeshaee ho gaya hoo.
16 jab maain apane das ko bulata hoo, tab vah naheen bolata mujhe us se gidgidana padta haai.
17 meree sans meree sree ko aur meree gandha mere bhaiyon kee drashtti men ghainaunee lagatee haai.
18 ladke bhee mujhe tuchchh janate haain aur jab maain uttne lagata, tab ve mere viruddh bolate haain.
19 mere sab param mitra mujh se desh rakhte haai, aur jin se maain ne praem kiya so palattkar mere virodhaee ho gaae haain.
20 meree khal aur mans meree haddiyon se satt gaae haai, aur maain bal bal bach gaya hoon.
21 he mere mitrae ! mujh par daya karo, daya, kyonki ishvar ne mujhe mara haai.
22 tum ishvar kee nai kyon mere peechhe pade ho? aur mere mans se kyon trapt naheen hue?
23 bhla hota, ki meree baten likhee jateen bhla hota, ki ve pustak men likhee jatee,
24 aur lohe kee ttankee aur shaeesho se ve sada ke liye chattan par khodee jateen.
25 mujhe to nishchay haai, ki mera chhudanevala jeevit haai, aur vah ant men prathvee par khda hoga.
26 aur apanee khal ke is prakar nash ho jane ke bad bhee, maain shareer men hokar ishvar ka darshan paunga.
27 usaka darshan maain ap apanee ankhon se apane liye karoonga, aur n koi doosara. yadhypi mera day andar hee andar choor choor bhee ho jaa,
28 taubhee mujh men to dharma ka mool paya jata haai ! aur tum jo kahate ho ham isako kyonkar sataaen !
29 to tum talavar se dro, kyonki jalajalahatt se talavar ka dand milata haai, jis se tum jan lo ki nyay hota haai.